get into the grove

so as it happens every few months , i feel fat and want to lose weight. most of the time i never stick with it for more then a month. I'm not sure how long this will last . i cant make any promises to my self because then I'll beat my self up when i fail. and that's never a good feeling.

So Toby got a weight bench, and an elliptical. to help him , but he as doesn't stick with things. I have exercise DVDs, and a wii fit if Toby ever gets it back from his brother, goodness. i really like the DVDs and the wii fit. Toby says they do nothing for him. i guess we all need something a little different to get us going.

I'm back on spark people, That1girl734
i just tracked my food for the day . i started at midnight , i work nights so i guess that would be the start of my day. and oh my goodness I'm a fatty, i ate 2707 calories ,i;m low in fiber and b 12. but I'm getting back into eatting eggs, there cheap and easy to make. maybe a cup of soy milk a day or something.


I'm not sure how i should plan my workouts, and meals. because Toby doesn't like diets at all. and i cook all the food in the house, he would rather not eat then eat anything whole wheat or fat free.

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Toby has been on T for a few weeks and he hasn't really changed. that much, he is a little more confidant, and not so needy. his voice his really squeaky. and his facial hair is growing in a little more often.

I'm not looking forward to the body hair. male bodies are so nasty in the way, yuck boys.
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i got a big tote of old yarn from a friend of Toby's. I've been trying to make a hat or two pre week so that i can give them away once i get a box full. or next year at the hat drive.

I'm also thinking of trying to make socks. the thing I'm most afraid of is that on will be bigger then the other. i don't like to fail,so I've been putting off learning how to make them.

what i'm working on right now ravelry

a doll~ for my mom
a t shirt yarn purse
a diva halter top
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a tie tote
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a wooden T
painting a plate
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baking a cake
decorating cookies
making chocolate covered things


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ok until later bye

I got lazy and didn't finish my hair or knit

I did on demand- exercise TV, yoga 10 and dance 20

rowing 3minutes

treadmill 3.4 speed 10minutes

stairs stepper 5 minutes

Thats just the kind of girl I am

So I told my manger/friend Katey about the office max offer. She is all about me trying to get the job. An the guy even came back raving about me. So later on that night i applied online. Will just see what happens.

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I worked out today
bike 5 minutes
rowing 3
yoga 15
treadmill 3.4 speed 1mile

Im off work today and I dont know what to do with my self.So i guess i will just do my hair and knit. Im not aloud to spend any money. which is my favorite habit. because we are looking to get a car this week. I'm tyring to talk toby into letting me buy a few things. because i need my fresh or even canned fruit and veggies.

song
http://youtube.com/watch?v=sO5APfKnR50