a T day mix up

man so we haven't been able to get toby's T for about two months now. will we he got he had to get the money from his mom. so as soon as we got home he wanted it. an i had to stab him, i'm not sure why he can't do it him self. he is not afraid of needles, he has tattoo. i think he just has unsteady hands or something . well i went to deep once,blood, blood, me scared, then the second time it was just a little poke. well that leg was done for. an i really didn't want to do it, and cause him more pain. but it had to be done, the third time was ok, and i ran away. in case he was just putting on a non pain face.

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i made these for toby. i guess that i'm really bad at stitching on stuffed animals. so i painted on the faces, i don't know if it was come off in the wash

and i made this for knitting group

i'm such a lady

It got hot out of no where this year. Sadly Toby hasn't really wanted to go out to parks as much this year. We used to go play tennis, croquet, and act like we could play baseball. our bikes are all rusted up so we can't ride.

I feel really bad for Toby. his dog died last month. so we have been spending money on vet stuff for the weeks. and we have been behind on bills. so he has not been able to afford his T or Prozac . its been two months. and now he has to go back to the doctor just to get another script. yesterday someone called him a lady .

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I have been getting really into barbie dresses. i even got three new barbie in the past couple weeks (birthday gifts). just so i have someone to dress. I don't really know what I'm going to do with the Ken. I'm in the CAL i guess one couple can be hetero .

some things i've made

palm sized sandwich

spring time young bride

ugly bridesmaids dress. that bow could be bigger

get into the grove

so as it happens every few months , i feel fat and want to lose weight. most of the time i never stick with it for more then a month. I'm not sure how long this will last . i cant make any promises to my self because then I'll beat my self up when i fail. and that's never a good feeling.

So Toby got a weight bench, and an elliptical. to help him , but he as doesn't stick with things. I have exercise DVDs, and a wii fit if Toby ever gets it back from his brother, goodness. i really like the DVDs and the wii fit. Toby says they do nothing for him. i guess we all need something a little different to get us going.

I'm back on spark people, That1girl734
i just tracked my food for the day . i started at midnight , i work nights so i guess that would be the start of my day. and oh my goodness I'm a fatty, i ate 2707 calories ,i;m low in fiber and b 12. but I'm getting back into eatting eggs, there cheap and easy to make. maybe a cup of soy milk a day or something.


I'm not sure how i should plan my workouts, and meals. because Toby doesn't like diets at all. and i cook all the food in the house, he would rather not eat then eat anything whole wheat or fat free.

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Toby has been on T for a few weeks and he hasn't really changed. that much, he is a little more confidant, and not so needy. his voice his really squeaky. and his facial hair is growing in a little more often.

I'm not looking forward to the body hair. male bodies are so nasty in the way, yuck boys.
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i got a big tote of old yarn from a friend of Toby's. I've been trying to make a hat or two pre week so that i can give them away once i get a box full. or next year at the hat drive.

I'm also thinking of trying to make socks. the thing I'm most afraid of is that on will be bigger then the other. i don't like to fail,so I've been putting off learning how to make them.

what i'm working on right now ravelry

a doll~ for my mom
a t shirt yarn purse
a diva halter top
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a tie tote
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a wooden T
painting a plate
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baking a cake
decorating cookies
making chocolate covered things


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ok until later bye