i'm such a lady

It got hot out of no where this year. Sadly Toby hasn't really wanted to go out to parks as much this year. We used to go play tennis, croquet, and act like we could play baseball. our bikes are all rusted up so we can't ride.

I feel really bad for Toby. his dog died last month. so we have been spending money on vet stuff for the weeks. and we have been behind on bills. so he has not been able to afford his T or Prozac . its been two months. and now he has to go back to the doctor just to get another script. yesterday someone called him a lady .

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I have been getting really into barbie dresses. i even got three new barbie in the past couple weeks (birthday gifts). just so i have someone to dress. I don't really know what I'm going to do with the Ken. I'm in the CAL i guess one couple can be hetero .

some things i've made

palm sized sandwich

spring time young bride

ugly bridesmaids dress. that bow could be bigger

hey y'all

i dont know what happened to the feed thing. So i thought everyone left me. Then it came back and there are a million entries.

Ok yes my diet has went off the deep end.I went out to eat at this greek place. they messed up my order the first time with a big slab of lamb. so the second time it was covered in feta cheese. I was so hunger i just ate it and it was not good to me the rest of the day. i've been eatting way to much candy, and baked goods. It's getting so hard to even stay on track.

I mean i was going to eat ramen noodles last night, but toby goes no eat my moms food it not that much cheese. I was a deep fried tortilla with a cheese stick in the middle, but it was so darn good. I need to learn to say no and not be afraid of turning down food.

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will i should be getting up to go work out. I like to go the gym this early no one else is there and i can watch VH1 or MTV and not have to use my mp3 player.

stairs

yesterday~
I worked both of my jobs. my legs killed me for the first three hours of working. An I walked down stairs funny.

At chipotle it was a little better. I was feeling great mentaly. An I got offered a job at office max. I think its because of my smile and how bubble I was that day. Im not going to apply for the job though becuase I already have two, and i dont think I would be good at that one.

Today~ so far to day i've eatten under 1000 calories so i dont think i need to work out. but maybe I'll try a little yoga or something