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i've been working on this sock for the past week. i have had to rip back twice and completly undo it once. after that i kinda lost a little love for the sock. and im not as into it as i was . so i have started one knit hat and two toy cats. i also undid that baby blanket i was working on because i knew i wasnt going to get around to make it.
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I wanted to dye my hair aubern brown. its herba shine.

I had to undo my twist and undoing them while there dry is painful and takes a while

 even with the dye in you can just tell its not going to work out

 length of my hair when stretched

 wet hair the results

 and dry hair you can only see the color if there is back lighting behind my head. but my hair does look and feel nice. i think i want to get some of the conditioner that was in that box

"The purpose of life is to fight maturity. "Dick Werthimer

Hair ~
All of the dying did mess up my hair.My hair is thinner, my coils are getting looser and bigger. my kinks are now more coiled, my curls are now waves. I hadn't really noticed before because all this winter I've been keeping my hair in twist.

It could also be some of the products that im using. I've been using peppermint,tea tree oil, leave in conditioner and water, spray three times weekly. rinsing weekly, no-pooing every two or three weeks. I use Jason's conditioner. I'm thinking of going back to lemon juice,apple cider vinegar, baking soda, olive oil, all that good stuff. But i don't remember if that stuff worked or not I'll have to give it a go.


I just discovered banana clips, loving it


Life~
money is starting to get tight. I don't like it. I'm way to used to just shopping. now I have to go back to planning out things,bla, bla, bla, *crying*

I've been trying to take as many hours at work as i can.

Knitting~
I'm knitting a messenger bag right now. I'm hoping that it turns out well.

Sex~
I've been trying to jump Toby for the past two months. He has depression, and other things. So he has the lowest sex drive ever. He always tells me to go have fun with my self. He even went as far as buying me new batteries.

no one understands my pain. I have an over active sex drive and imagination.

a leg up

Exercise :none

Life: Oh my goodness i don't know whats going on but im hurting. My knees have been awful for the past week. It hurts when i walk to long. On day i couldnt lift my leg to high. the day before that i couldn't lift more the five pounds with one of my arms. my finger are always killing me. I'm hoping that the musles and joint pain will go away soon so i can work out again.

i'm loving my body right now

Hair: i dyed my hair back to brown. im going to high light later


it didnt work to well