yesterday was a bad diet day.
I ate cake,pie,milk shake, fries.
I didn't exercise.
less zits, a little less oily. I don't know if it was cutting out the dairy or the dieting.
I've maintained weight and measurements. I guess this is where i want to be. but i dont feel fit. just better about my appearance.
I mean i might be buying shorts this year, i dont know if i'll still want to wear them when the time comes. I dont like to show my body out in public. part fear, part childhood scars, part not looking as good as others.
my little sister has been held in the hospital and is going to get induced on Friday but i have to work the whole weekend. shes a little disappointed that i wont be there.